Cuban Carnival.... Balance in an imbalanced world

In London, Working for Touch and Living with my girlfriend Sara. She is away in Hungary for 10 days, an argument over the phone occurred the first day she arrived there. Thinking to move, haven't decided yet. Options are Italy, traveling around Europe, stay working in London, go visit Paulo in NC, go back to MTY, or CUN, or MEX and find a JOB.

I am thinking about starting over again, to be honest I would like to re-start all my life and start living it again.

The reasons are several, but among others are the fact that I don't like my personality. It has given me many things but not what I have ever wanted. May be I am afraid of having what I want, but not in the sense of what I want but the path that I have to follow to get what I want.

Who doesn't want to drive a Ferrari around fifth avenue in New York, or around Leicester Square in Central London.

Who doesn't want to go to the cinema on a Sunday afternoon with one of the next: J-Lo, Angelina Jolie, Charlize Theron, or the girl that catches your eyes on a Saturday night.

Who doesn't want to have holidays twice a year, visit Asia and the Caribbean in the same year, get drunk with Stella artois and Indio whenever you feel like it.

Who doesn't.... ?

We all want that,

Talking about the costs of it:

Who wants to lack of a father who works 7 days a week, 12 hrs a day,

Who wants to work in the most polluted, crowded, stressing and chaotic cities in the world, without been able to see nature in months?

Who wants to risk all his future betting everything for a dream?

Who is willing...?

I hope in this world there is a balance... yes many poor and few rich...

Madness is the result of seeing a world without a future.

Everyday, we accomplish our only one mission... destroy the earth and what has been given to us... DESTROY OURSELVES.